Hey guys, so some of you may know I lost one of my girls Trixie yesterday. Its only been a day and I'm not doing so brilliantly, everything reminds me of her. I bought some new stuff for Amber today and all I could think was 'I wish Trixie was here to experience these new things'. Things will be hard but I know I have to be strong for Amber.
Anyway, today I thought it would be a good idea to get Amber out and give her a bit of company. I got her out with my boyfriend and gave her a groom and a stroke, she loves to lick his arms so he had a cuddle with her. Then I decided to give her some grass time but I didn't want to see her on her own. So I sat in there with her just to make sure she was okay. Most the time she spent by my legs. I got out to get a drink at one point and she started to squeak and climb the bars, no sooner I got back in she scrambled on my legs and into my arms. I really felt a connection between us then as well, like we felt the same things but had each other. She eventually went asleep on me, and it gave me some happiness. I will miss Trixie terribly but a part of her will always live on through Amber.
I knew she wouldn't be alive forever but it was so fast and such a shock I think that's why its hit me so hard. I will probably do a proper blog post in a couple of days to explain what happened but at the moment I just thought I would let you all know as its hard to remember what happened without getting teary.
RIP Trixie
Here are some pictures of Amber from today.
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